Getting to know me

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Thanks to Donnie Wahlberg and Jonathan Knight, I have acquired a whole mess of new people poking around my internet life. That’s a Southern phrase, by the way. A whole mess of ____ means a lot of ____. I decided it might be helpful if I posted a blog introducing myself since I have hundreds of people who only know me as “the girl Donnie watched in the pool on the cruise”. There is a lot more to me than New Kids on the Block.

Shocking, I know. Hahaha!

So I hope this little blog gives you an idea of who I am since I’m all about developing friendships that encompass all aspects of life, not just one.

To start, there is my inner circle. You will see me talking to and about them the most. There is Sissy (SissyHand), Maryka (MMBoxy), Abbie (abblielicious613), Michelle (4everddubangel), Diane (di181), Wendy (gwenid1701), Dena (Denaaaa), Susannah (SmittenKitten4D), Codie (GingerFierce), Katy (Dannys_Woodshed), Tina (JonsTubeGirl), Angela (JKsWhoppergirl), Kimmy (BigUps2NKOTB) and a few other people. These are the ones who have been with me the longest and know me the best. They are all wonderful people who deserve love too. I often refer to Sissy as my wifey and I make jokes about playing with her boobs and stuff but we are not gay, lol. We just play around!

My legal name is Jessica Jones but you’re going to see me call myself Jessica Jewett too. I use Jewett as like a stage name in my professional life because a publisher told me a long time ago that Jones is a very forgettable name that won’t leave an impression on anyone. At that point, I adopted Jewett as my professional name. I am a Jewett on my maternal side and it’s an important name in New England and American history. My ancestor, Sarah Orne Jewett, was also an author in the nineteenth century. So you can call me Jones or Jewett. I answer to both.

My disability is called Arthrogryposis. I get a lot of questions about it. Basically, I have very limited flexibility, low muscle tone, some nerve damage, and my tendons and ligaments are mostly too short, causing my hands, feet and knees to be bent. My form of Arthrogryposis is pretty severe and rare. Usually people with this condition can walk with crutches or a walker but I was born before doctors really understood how to treat it. Since I can’t use my hands, I do everything with my mouth like typing, writing, art, reading books, etc. I can feel everything and I can move my body, so this is not a spinal cord injury. It’s not true paralysis. It’s just a very limited range of motion and strength. I’ve had almost 20 surgeries in my life and I’m facing major foot surgery as soon as doctors figure out how to go about it. Think of Jon’s foot surgery but more intense.

I’m an author and an artist. I have been doing both since I was a small child. My mother says I wrote my first poem when I was 6-years-old and I started drawing and painting when I was 3-years-old. I published a novel when I was 25, a Civil War story called From the Darkness Risen http://www.amazon.com/dp/B004LX0FFW and a few years later, I published a nonfiction book about reincarnation called Unveiled: Fanny Chamberlain Reincarnated http://www.amazon.com/dp/B004MDLSUC … I want to get into screenplays next. I’ve written a few for fun but I think I would like doing it for real. Regarding my art, I usually prefer charcoal pencil because it’s easier to handle without hands but I have begun teaching myself oil painting this year. I like it a lot more than I expected. Some of you may know that I did a charcoal portrait of Jon a few years ago that he kept. Here’s a picture. Below that are a few other pieces I’ve done.

Jon in charcoal before he was finished.

Me with Jon in charcoal. The camera kind of washed out the details.

Lovers in charcoal. I did this in high school.

The goddess in colored pencil. I did this in high school.

Maine in colored pencil. I did this in high school.

Another thing you should know about me is that I’m a historical researcher and genealogist as well. History is my biggest interest. I have something like 300 books on the Civil War and the nineteenth century. I even prefer reading authors from the nineteenth century as opposed to modern authors. I do a lot of things with historical preservation, battlefield preservation, etc. I’m a Civil War reenactor as well and I have been doing that since 1994. One day I hope to be able to afford a wheelchair from the nineteenth century to make my portrayal more accurate and educate the public but antique wheelchairs usually start around $3,000. Crazy expensive. Here is one of my Civil War photographs. I went to a photographer in Gettysburg who was the principle photographer on movies like Gettysburg and Gods and Generals. This photograph was done on a glass plate using the exact same methods used in the 1860s.

I sat for an 1860s glass plate photograph.

At a ball in Gettysburg conversing with a nice Union soldier.

Another 1860s photography session in Gettysburg, although this is just a color picture my brother took.

My brother and I putting an American flag on the 20th Maine monument in Gettysburg.

The next thing you should know about me is what people get weirded out about sometimes. It doesn’t bother me though. I have gotten used to people being that way and it’s okay. The truth is I am an intuitive. That means I have extra senses that allow me to read things about people like their past lives (yes, I believe in reincarnation) and spirits that might be hanging around them. I have been an intuitive since I was born. All of the women in my family are intuitives as well, going back a few hundred years in our genealogy. My house is haunted as well. I live in an area that burned in a great fire in 1917 and there were Civil War soldiers killed here in the 1860s too, so my entire neighborhood talks about our spirits. I have some regular spirits that have followed me on and off since I was born. Some of them are famous. Some of them are not. I work at home doing different types of readings for people to supplement my income. To read about that, go to this page. The most important thing to remember is I don’t care if you believe in these things or not. Disbelief is not going to make me hate you. Some of my friends are not believers and it doesn’t bother me. Sometimes I do talk about reincarnation and spirits but you don’t have to participate if you’re uncomfortable. I am not a Christian. I am a Wiccan. As long as you don’t force Jesus on me, I won’t force the goddess on you, and we’re cool! Read about my reincarnation case as Fanny Chamberlain and Lady Amy Robsart Dudley by clicking on their names.

There you have it. Now you know me a little better. Visit my website at www.jessicajewettonline.com if you feel so inclined. My other blog is http://fannysparlor.blogspot.com and that is where I teach everything about living in the nineteenth century.

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>Two thumbs up for The Conspirator

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I have just returned home from seeing The Conspirator. Armed with my trusty bag of mini chocolate bars, I’m prepared to tell y’all my thoughts on the film.

Without giving too much away, the film’s focus is upon Mary Surratt and her trial in the wake of President Lincoln’s assassination. Don’t go to this movie expecting it to be the John Wilkes Booth show. You can go watch The Day Lincoln Was Shot for a more detailed account of the events leading up to the assassination and Booth’s plotting and planning to avenge the South. It is a fresh approach that has largely been ignored in the question of whether Mrs. Surratt knew of the assassination plans and if she might have even actively participated in it. The film depicts several layered nuances, such as Mrs. Surratt’s inability to accept that her son, John Surratt, was probably directly involved and willing to let his own mother be put on trial in order to keep himself hidden. The inability to believe that a woman should be harshly imprisoned or hanged for a crime is touched upon, and the question of fair trial by a person’s peers even in a time of war is put to the test.

James McAvoy played Frederick Aiken, the defense attorney who represented Mrs. Surratt (Robin Wright) in her trial. His performance was gripping and never faltered at any time. The true measure of an actor is the ability to make the audience forget that they’re watching a performance and some of the strongest scenes in the film were not in fact the trial but the prison interaction of Aiken and Surratt, as well as his struggle to defend her against even the opinions of his most beloved relationships. McAvoy and Wright were perfectly cast, as was Evan Rachel Wood as Anna Surratt, the daughter of Mrs. Surratt. Kevin Kline did a decent job of playing Edwin Stanton, who quite certainly was intended to come off as the top villain in the film, followed by the military tribunal. Adding to his repertoire of historical films, Tom Wilkinson played Maryland Senator Reverdy Johnson, who initially defended Mrs. Surratt but ultimately passed the case onto Frederick Aiken, his younger associate.

Some roles were a bit awkward and didn’t quite fit with the tone of the film. Alexis Bledel’s inexperience with historical films showed and she came off as a starlet in a costume drama rather than a woman sinking her teeth into a dramatic role. Given a few more years of acting experience, she has the potential to do quite well in historical films as Kate Winslet has but this film was probably too soon in her career. Justin Long had a minor role in the film and suffered the same trouble as Bledel – appearing like a modern kid trying to play a costume drama. Toby Kebbell was cast as John Wilkes Booth and I had my reservations about the choice for this role even though it was a small part. I didn’t believe him. Booth had such fire and passion that he ignited a room with the flicker of his black eyes, which is nearly impossible for an actor to define. There was an underlying sense of passivity in Kebbell’s expressions and voice that only served to remind me that I was watching an attempted performance. In the way that Gods & Generals sounded like a series of monologues in an awkward school play, had Kebbell’s role been expanded, he would have put The Conspirator at risk for the same fate.

The costumes, sets and so forth were nearly flawless. I didn’t see any wannabe Scarlett O’Haras as most nineteenth century films fall victim. People looked dirty and greasy when they should have looked that way. Rooms were dim and smoky as they would have been in 1865. Suits and dresses were appropriate and not distracting to the performances. Reenactors and historians will appreciate the attention to detail that has largely been overlooked in the past.

Spoiler alert!

There were some minor historical errors that I saw. I’m no expert on the trial, so there may have been errors that I missed. For example, John Wilkes Booth had shaved his mustache while on the run in order to try and disguise his appearance. Toby Kebbell sported the Booth mustache for all of his scenes. The tattoo on Booth’s hand was not present either. When he was shot in the barn, there was a mysterious lack of blood and Kebbell writhed a bit on the ground even though the bullet had severed Booth’s spinal cord, leaving him instantly paralyzed from the neck down. Also, it was clear that the filmmakers tried very hard to show the execution of the conspirators as it really happened, but they got a few things wrong. Mrs. Surratt was heard to have mumbled, “Don’t let me fall. Don’t let me fall,” while standing on the scaffold. Lewis Powell shouted, “Mrs. Surratt is innocent! She doesn’t deserve to die with the rest of us!” before they were all hanged. None of these things were portrayed in the film. The reason why is a mystery.

Despite some awkward casting and a small handful of historical oversights, The Conspirator is a moving film that asks questions about the justice system that are still relevant today. I highly recommend everyone go see this film. You would only notice the things I did if you had extensively studied the period. Outside of history, if you enjoy trial shows like Law and Order, you would probably really enjoy this film. McAvoy and Wright made the film worth the price of admission alone.

Some of you may be wondering if Booth showed up at the movie theater since I had opened my energy to invite him. He was there during the assassination scenes and after the trial. There was a scene in which Booth’s silhouette passed across the screen from left to right and as that happened, a very centralized cold pocket of air passed over my body from left to right at the same pace as the Booth on the screen. His energy was critical and not at all impressed with Toby Kebbell, but I expected that before I saw the film. As soon as the trial started, he disappeared and I felt nothing for the majority of the film, but when Mrs. Surratt learned of her fate, I noticed a black shape sort of wandering around behind the first section of seats before the stadium seats. A few moments later, I felt a bit of a wool sleeve brush my arm, which was impossible because there were no seats on my left since I was in the wheelchair row. The energy was agitated and anxious. There is probably some guilt on his part about her fate. He was a lot of things but he would never have condoned the execution of a woman. And he didn’t even want to look at Stanton. I can’t imagine why!

Note I didn’t have time to add last night: When I noticed the black shape, I was sitting on the far right side of the theater and the black shape was on the far left. It was not a living person because the usher passing through sometimes was a short, chubby woman with a flashlight, and the people sitting in front of us never got up or moved around. The black shape blocked out floor lights as it moved and that was what caught my attention. It was only for a few seconds but I think the people in my row noticed it too because I saw a few heads turn in that direction at the same time.

(PS – I have a big crush on James McAvoy in this role. He wears Union blue quite well.)

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>Why do we reenact the Civil War?

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>I get funny looks sometimes when I tell people I’m a Civil War reenactor. Outsiders don’t understand why I’m willing to put on seven layers of underwear, a huge skirt and camp in a canvas tent in the heat of a Southern summer. I understand that. Sometimes – like when I was overcome by heat in Gettysburg and very nearly passed out – I do wonder if I’m a glutton for punishment. But like the people in these two films, when I feel myself totally immersed and I’m able to get a tourist excited about history, I remember why I do it. Please watch these two short films about Civil War reenactors.

Civil Warriors

Chasing the Elephant, Part I

Chasing the Elephant, Part II

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